What's Up with Kym McBride

Here is another Soul Release “conversation” that I had regarding an entire Thailand Village:

I’m feeling lots of pressure throughout head and even down spine ….(this is how they “call me”)

I ask, Hello, who’s with me?

I’m here fine one, with the family from last night. (this was said from my Guide – Timingo. I had felt the “calling” last night but I was busy with a client)

Ok, I’m ready but the pressure in my back is a lot!  It is like my back is all wet and I’m laying flat on my back? What a weird sensation…oh, now the front of my head is all woozy. Please identify yourself and then back off with this pain… I feel multiple people + children. I feel I’m in really close quarters and it’s hard to breath because it’s so warm and humid with all these people so close to me. My back is still wet I feel like children are laying on me and up close to me.  Like sleeping in a a pile of people.  I’m so hot and I feel sweat trickling down my neck.

(I realized that this man was in my body and the reference of “I’m” is because I am seeing and feeling it through HIS eyes and body.) I’m the father of these children. Oh,the pressure in my neck from sleeping this way? I don’t know.  I do know one thing that I’m from Thailand or something like that.  Is my house on the river? Or partly over the river?  It has a smell the water – I think it’s used for everything to use for drinking and cooking, the bathing, and the washing and the lateen…yuck!. But this is their way of life.  The water is murky and brown and all the grass along the rivers edge is dead…I just feel this area is brown and lifeless…

Ok, please let me out of your body.  I can be separate from you and still understand you.  Please pull out of my body!

Ok, I see you and your family and children.  You have a very small makeshift house that is on a deck of sorts.  I see you have a wife and children.  A tall boy (maybe 12) and then an assortment of children down from there.  I see one boy is in a yellow and brown stripped shirt. It really sticks out. It looks very American.  And the rest are in a mishmash of clothes.  It seems very primitive around them and yet with that shirt it feels like they have gotten things in a relief program from the U.S., which could be more “today” stuff.

They are over the water, and it’s like they built a house on a deck – it has stilts and yet it connected to a ramp or walkway and others a have built homes on this same ramp.  Weird…

Ok, what has happened to you?

Oh, I just saw a huge typhoon of water come up and literally pound their house! Lots and lots of water hit this whole area and BAM hit them hard – they were completely out in the water….but they were in an alcove, I don’t know how that would happen ? But I know that I’m not very understanding of weather – I’ll look it up later.

This entire village was wiped out.

Why didn’t you leave?

No place to go. (the Father said)

Oh my God.  The weather was coming, and they had no where to take cover and they all huddled in their shack and waited for this to happen (Oh my God!  The deep terror they all felt ….I am crying, I feel all the pain of WAITING to die.  Knowing there was nothing he could do to help his family and his village.

It had really been raining a long time and hard on their little makeshift home. But then it got stone quite, it got so still and it was in those moments before the water came that I was in his body as he was holding his family and was totally helpless and they knew what was going to happen….that was true torture.  Just waiting and sweating and the most helpless feeling I had ever felt.  This poor man and his family.

Ok, why didn’t you cross? Why did you stay?  There was a Light, why didn’t you walk into it? Oh my God, the entire village is there!  They all stayed!   Why did you all stay?  Why didn’t SOMEONE tell you to go?

Because we just re-built, we went back to the way things were before the water.  We have been living like we always did.

Why? Didn’t you know you all died?

No, we didn’t realize it for a long time.  We had been through this bad weather before, and when it passed, we thought it was a miracle from God that we had survived. So we just re-built and went on with life…..but we did finally realize that things weren’t really the same. We weren’t hungry, and the children didn’t grow and it was just little things at first but soon we started to talk and that’s when we realized that we were not alive. And we did’t know what to do.  So we have been praying and waiting. ..waiting for help. I saw you one night in my dreams, I was told you could help us. Can you?

Yes, I can.  Let me see how many of there are of you…

I see a large amount people – mostly children.  It’s like I was pulled up higher and I see that there are at hundred’s of people standing outside the saddest make shift homes.  I see them dispersed all around this river. Not all were on the river platforms, some where on the land and it was built one house after another and very little room separating them.  I see why they had to build out into the river – it was very congested.

Ok, are you all ready to go now?

I hear a yes murmur throughout the area.  I guess this one family was the ones that had the job of talking to me. Ok. I’m just going to take you from here – ok?

Yes.

I’m going to make your home the porthole and all the people should walk into that home – ok?

Yes.

I see him and his family stand back. I see they are going to allow their neighbors to go first. I see the Village people line up and walk down this wooden walkway to the  little shanty of a house.  I see them (the man and his family – Lets call him the mayor since he’s in charge. I see the mayor bid farewell to each of the people of the village. (he was shaking hands with some, and hugging others) I’m just going to sit back and keep The Light open…… I see some people are afraid, but as they get close to The Light they feel the love and they seemed to be drawn to it and pulled in.

Now, I see a bunch of old people in The Light….as the people from the Village walk into The Light, they are gathering up by their family  (on the other side) and moved out of sight and then new people seem to take their place.  I see such love and happiness… like people getting off an airplane…..and their family is there to meet them. Cool!

How sad….all these children.  They had such a hard short life.  To see this place……it just breaks my heart!

Oh! How funny, a man wants to bring his bike with him.  The Mayor looks to me and I nod, I tell them that it would be fine. (heck, in previous Soul Releases, I’ve seen people take horses and carriages into The Light, what’s the difference with a bike!) So many old people, all ages, but mostly children. Ok, the line is just about gone.  The Mayors family now gets in line.

I tell him that they did good work.  It was the right thing to do – to ask me for help. I’m honored to help them.

He bows and says Thank you in his broken english.  His wife goes first with the youngest held in one arm and I see her other hand come back to grab the hand of the next child. – they all go connected by hands. The father brings up the rear.  He looks back at his empty village and then looks to me and nods.

I call out “good-bye and good luck !”

They are gone.  All I see is this village – empty and the porthole is now closed.

I find myself wanting to erase this sadness and stuck-ness in a life of no choices here in this Village….I bush away the Village like it was made of paper.

It’s gone. I fill the entire area of LIGHT!  I erase the sadness and hopelessness of that area – I make it clean again. Oh my! The grass turns green! The water clears and it’s crystal clean! Wow!

Cool!