Hello – who is here?
I’m here Fine One, (Timingo, my Guide) He has a female energy with him. Its like she is standing behind and to the side and he’s putting his arm on her and pulling her forward, so I think she is a bit shy.
Hi, how can I help you?
I’m here to ask a favor.
Ok, what kind of spirit are you?
I think you would call me an earth bound spirit.
Ok, ok….Did Timingo tell you that I do this kind of work on Sundays and Mondays?
Yes, I did, but I felt that you could make an exception to the rule (Timingo)
Ok, if you think it’s important enough, I guess its fine with me.
Thank you Fine One, now I’ll let you two talk and I’ll be here at the end. (Timingo)
OK
My name is Elena and I am in the need to cross over to the other side today.
Why what’s the difference as to weather its today or Sunday?
I have a reason for my request.
Ok what is it?
I don’t think that I was supposed to be here and I’m not sure what happened to cause this experience.
How do you get trapped without making a choice?
That’s exactly what I was saying to Timingo. I was wondering on how that happened. Its like I was distracted and blocked from seeing The Light.
I’m seeing the vision of a man blocking her for some reason she couldn’t see around him.
Ok, so what happened, can you tell me from the beginning?
Well, I was in an orchestra and I was the flute player (really a variety of flutes for this orchestra) (this is weird since I was just given a CD that I’m listening to called “Enter the circle a native American flute and Drums by Diail Dragonfly Martin”)
Well, that is why we popped in, you opened the channel because of the music.
Oh! So is that how it happens! Thanks for the heads up!
All right, well, I too played the flute and I loved my work.
I’m seeing a vision of a blockage in her throat and her throat muscles were very strong and tight and I feel that something got lodged in her throat and it should never have caused her the problems that it did. But it ended up killing her! I also feel a large man that is standing over her and she was delayed medical assistance. It looked like it was a pea in her throat or a pebble or something… I think this big man is on the other side and he was the one that waylaid the medical help.
And it’s the same guy that was standing and blocking The Light for her to see to cross over. So in a way I can see that she was fooled or held hostage in this place (earth) by this other very tall man.
Ok, so I see how you died and how you didn’t see The Light to leave, so what happened on that plane with this big tall man? (on earth)
He was a stalker, a man that I dated and he was very controlling and he wanted to own me, I went to the police and it was a long drawn out battle of him trying to find me and watch me and to make contact with me. But he wouldn’t stop and he was becoming more and more violent and alarming and I was terrified for 3 yrs. of my life while this as going on. I just couldn’t get away from him! Until one day he tired to abduct me at knife point and the police arrived and he was shot dead. I thought it was finally over, he was dead. But it didn’t end.. it went on without a short break even! (stalking her from the grave) He was making me be seen as a crazy person that is in shock with long term mental issues due to the violent streak of this long on-going event. (What do that call that when it happens to soldiers?)
Even in death, I am still trying to get away from this man for many years. I live in a cat and mouse game and he is the cat. I can’t take this anymore and I heard of Timingo and you and I came here-I HAVE to go, I have to get away from this man! I can’t wait until your scheduled days….Can you help me?
I feel her fear, and her tension, and her unstableness of being the mouse. I see how she is now in a place like a zone that he has the control and he’s toying with her! How horrible! She is such a sweet soul! And I’m so confused on how this could of happened to her (to be kept hostage- even in death!)
Ok, I see your issue and of course I will help you. Can I talk to Timingo for a few minutes?
Yes, of course, anything you need. I’ll wait over here.
(Timingo is here) Hey Timingo, I’m glad that you jumped in, but how do I learn from this? It scares me even more! I hate the fact that we can have people jump in and out of us, and we get stuck and now you show me a hostage issue! This is bazaar!
Yes, it is, and I do want to tell you that this is a rare situation. But it has happened. And this is good training and understanding for you.
Ok, I’ll of course help her.
Ok Elena, lets take care of your situation, I’m getting instruction to put a bubble around you. So that you and ONLY you go through The Light at this point. I want you to find the area that you are to go to from. I will then find your abuser and I will talk to him. But I want you to know that his rein of terror on you is over and you have to believe that-ok?
Ok, I will try.
No, you HAVE TO. We have to leave all those fears and thoughts of this situation and event on the outside of the bubble!
Ok, I will.
All right. I am told that you are to allow all thoughts and feeling around this long ordeal to pop out of you like bubbles (the bubbles that cartoons have writing in-voice bubbles)?
Yes I understand.
So put your words and worries and feeling surrounding this event in those bubbles and I don’t need to read the words (or thoughts ) in them, just create a bubble for each and every fear.
I now see her and she is like a bubble machine with all these bubbles popping out. I see that words are in them, but they are not visible with the words for me to read (plus I’m tired and do not want them to touch me in my weakened state).
Ok Elena. I see you loaded down with the bubbles of this event and they appear to be attached to you still. Now I want you to release them. You can release them as a whole bokay of bubbles like a ballon bokay or one at a time or in clusters, I don’t care.
I see large clusters of them break away from her and float up to the sky.
I’m asking the heavens to absorb these fears and issues in to the collective and mute it to its essence of good that is the core of all.
How do you feel Elena?
I feel amazing. I can’t believe that I was holding all that in and it has been such a weight! I feel so light!
Yes, you are clear. But I see one really deep dark issue sitting over your heart and it’s your lack forgiveness for yourself over all this. THAT was the reason that you stayed and not that man was NOT the cause! You felt that it was your fault that he did this to you and to your family and friends (because it effected so many)! And you felt that if you weren’t needy of a relationship in your life — this man could never have came in! So it wasn’t HIM that blocked you from The Light – it was you not feeling that you could go into The Light!
So I’m going to ask if this man is really over there with you, or if he is just a soul fragrant that YOU are holding on to?
Timingo said he is very proud of me to be able to see past the vision and past “her” perspective on the situation and come to the core of the REAL issue — the left over part of the experience. And NO the man is not stuck here. He has gone on with his journey.
Ok, Do you understand what Timingo and I have shown you?
She is crying and she is ashamed for her own ignorance…..
OPPS! Here is one more issue for you to release! Honey, you have to know that we don’t’ have a play book on this side of how to deal with really traumatic issues in this earth life and you only did what you could “figure out”. You felt the cause of all this and now you are again taking responsibility of “not knowing” So please stop it! Make your final bubble with that (the feelings of unforgiveness for HER part of this experience) and release it and then you will be able to go FREE.
I see her made that last bubble and I see her release it.
Ok now your clear.
I took her back to the stage with her orchestra and I made The Light on that big stage.
Ok, Elena, there is The Light and it’s all ready for you.
(BIG SMILE) I want to thank you both! I was trapped in my own nightmare because I didn’t feel worthy for it be over. I see that clearly now. I really am free. Thank you!
Ok honey — just walk in and this will be behind you!
(SMILE )- thank you! And she walked into The Light.
Timingo….Thanks for letting me do this.
Your Welcome, Fine One!
