I see a woman that has short hair but it’s kind of full and wavy. She has on a one piece dress. She doesn’t have on makeup and she was a very thin frame , she is just looking at me. I figured I’d wait till something happens.
I feel children around her too – like she too is a teacher, but I realize that she WAS a teacher, but I think that she is working as a sect’y in a very important man’s office.
I feel Germany around her and Nazis.
I think that she is German too or European
She tells me that when the soldiers came to her house, she was with her sister and her mother. They were questioned and her sister and mother were raped in front of her. Because they didn’t have any skills to offer the Germans. She was a school teacher and they felt that she could type and write letters so they did not rape her, but took her to work for a man in the military.
She did everything she could so as not to bring attention to her self. She tired not to stand out. She did her job and stayed very quite. She was very efficient. She was not accosted by the soldiers due to her role in the office of this high ranking man. Her greatest fear was that she would be raped. Her mother and sister were a shell of the woman after the rapes. (she still saw them)
She said that the German military tormented the other people too and not just the Jews.
I asked why was she stuck here?
She said that she was a spy. And she would sneak out information to a girlfriend of hers and then she passed it on to a man. She thought that she would not live through this occupation and she wanted to help to bring it to an end, even if in a small way.
She said that she made a mistake. Her girlfriend got caught and she brought her down with her.
She said that she was killed, but not before the monsters killed both her sister and mother in front of her.
She said she did not cross over because it was all her fault that her sister and mother were killed. If only she had just let them rape her, and not got to work in that office, they would still at least been alive. She blames their deaths on herself.
I asked if she was now ready and she said yes, even if they hate her, she missed them so. She needed to see them again.
I said lets go to a place that you were very happy and I’ll cross you from there. I asked if she wanted to go to her family home? She said yes, but can we go to the garden? She had such wonderful memories of the times she spent in the garden with her sister and mother there.
I found us there in a blink and it was a garden that was busting at the seams with vegetables and perennial plants. I saw a big tree in the back corner and a bench underneath. I said, lets go to that bench. She said that, that bench was her most favorite place in the whole garden. she would spend hours as a child there and as a young girl she would dream of what was to be……
I said, good. I’ll make a porthole next to it, and when your ready, you can stand up and walk into The Light.
I saw her sister and mother waiting in The Light and I told her they were there.
She said that she was so afraid to see them, for they would be mad at her.
I told her that I can see them and they look happy not angry.
She asked if I was sure?
I said, from the way they are looking they are happy – look for yourself
She got up and faced the light and started to cry and turned and said, they don’t look mad, but then again, she had never felt anything but love from them. She was going to go.
I said, they await…. she turned and her eyes met mine and in them I knew that she prayed they could forgive her and she thanked me.
I said, hurry on – their waiting. She walked in. I heard “oh, mama!” and it was done.
I said – Ok Timingo – why am I crossing over only a small group and a single woman? what happened to the crowds?
I thought that you wanted to learn why souls get stuck? So I brought you souls that would tell you. Isn’t that what you wanted?
yes, but I’m surprised you listened.
I have good hearing plus you yell sometimes
Oh funny! Ok, who’s next
You need to take a brake
I am tired, but I can keep going.
No, rest . I’ll call you in shortly
ok, that’s good – I could use a rest
About 4 hours later the headaches started and I came back to the computer. We started to connect to a small family in Thailand. But a Client called and the connection was broken, but not completely. I also saw a snake of a river..
I was on the phone for quite a while, so I never got back to them. I’ll help them in the am.
